I know Tom is happy and I know that I am not happy. I miss him. I didn't get to say
good-bye and thank him for loving me and my boys. He loved me. He told me so every
day. I loved him. I told him everyday. I was his princess. I was very high maintenance, but I didn't think I was. Tom loved my boys, by loving their Mom, like she has never been loved before.


Tom and I met on eharmony back in August 2005. Ours was a fairy tale from the very beginning. I knew he was special from the very beginning. I liked what he said about
women and family before I ever laid eyes on him. He was looking for a lady to treat well, and that was very family oriented. My family is the most important thing to me
now and it was back then. Tom adored his Mom and Dad. They say you can tell a lot about a man by the way he treats his Mother. Enough said.....He loved her with all of his heart and he loved his Dad with all of his heart as well. His Daddy passed away in March 2009 and I don't think Tom's heart ever healed. I worry about Tom's Mom, as burying her son and husband in one year's time has really taken a toll on her
heart. No one should ever have to bury a child. Tom was her baby.


Tom was true to his word and knew how to treat a lady. He knew how to love. He knew
how to show love. He loved me enough to sell his house in Jefferson, Georgia and buy
his bride and two sons a house close to my work and the kids' schools. I have made that house into a home with pictures and furniture and paint and Tom's money. He would fuss about spending money, but loved seeing me happy, and we had the money to spend at the time. He very seldom told me "no". I think he was afraid to tell me "no" for fear it would change our relationship. I spent our entire marriage assuring him that I was here for the longterm. There were no "dealbreakers" in our
relationship. Now...I am left with this beautiful home that we created together and he isn't here to share it with me. I must say though that the house brings me much comfort and reminds me of Tom, and I have very happy memories in our home.


I still have a long road ahead of me. We were supposed to have our 4th anniversary
July 15th. I think we were going to Chateau Elan. We spent our wedding night there
and had a fabulous time. We had always talked about going back there.


I miss him so much.